In my life, many things did not work out. A lot. Probably, it still hasn’t worked out well enough. At first I fought alone. Well, this is when you improve and improve everything, perfect it, listen to good and bad advice. Do it all or almost all. And all the same, it’s not what you think it should be.
And then the following is woven into life: “I heard – saw – know or even tried (which is rare, very rare to be honest) that after attending this event everything changes. Having heard such stories before, I rushed headlong to do it. This is the magic of ept. Once and for all!
It is interesting that after visiting shamans, Games (transformative), rite, ceremony, midwife, church, holy places, sect, hermit grandfather, places of strength, powerful meditation, singing bowls, gongs, tambourines, yogis, palmists, psychotherapists (famous and not so ) and even after studying and receiving a paper confirmation (about how!) of studying with tarologists, astrologers (because it is not enough to just walk, you must understand how it works, and in the process of training “heal” a couple of threes passing by) in some the moment you begin to understand that in fact there is no horseradish, then I don’t know, horseradish hasn’t changed and it was all for nothing. With R Ya! Here he covers you with a huge copper basin, which generally happened to serve other things.
In order to understand what I am about to say, it was obviously worth going through many circles of hell in my own head, and more than once. Because if the measure was to become a level 88 mage, and for things to burn like dry straw, then it did not happen. But something happened. It is strange, scary, obvious, and what is most terrible is the almost absolute devaluation of all the huge experience, colossal capacity for work, unquenchable interest and constant inspiration to create and produce all this.
But it’s good that there are friends who, at such a moment, can get out of the mud and wipe off the green snot from you to prevent you from being cut alive while still warm.
Or at least sit down with a pencil and a calculator and balance the debit with the credit. How many years have passed, how was it before after and during.
And so, on the eve of the release of my second book, I sit here and remove the cobwebs from myself. And I am sure that I am not the only one. And all around me are my clients, and all kinds of friends and even friends. And those who just wiped my snot, often hang theirs with garlands, for about the same reason.
We absolutely need human contact to remind, direct, shake or shake in the end. Return to reality the real one, and not your distorted picture, where immediately after receiving a diploma on the education of a financier, you become the head of the National. bank no less.
In the meantime, no personality maturation has yet occurred. Even enough to notice it.
That is why those who fall into fame or fortune at the very beginning of the Path “finish” so quickly in every sense.
I believe that the world seems to be balanced in its various manifestations, and that we have that even when we are able to cope with it once, and have deserved, that is, proved our maturity to accept this burden – two. Otherwise, whatever we get, whatever we achieve, it will never be tangible.
So do much, have much and share much, and I will go too. I am well washed from the cobwebs today)
