Lazy!
It will be just lazy to make a decision.
Who is my bed for us at night?!
Run away and hit the door!
I invite you to our life. Because yes, I have for now. Yes, I am constantly observing and studying my life and you and me in it. Yes, I have for this time and because I do not work from 9 to 6 as much, build my life and have my job now. Yes, I choose to do that. Therefore, by my current age, I have already made a lot of money. But I’m “treating” all the time, that’s how you say it, but if I was healthy, you and I would hardly meet. And even if you think that “you’re not like that”, I dare to say, quoting an acquaintance of mine, “you can’t work in a mine and be healthy” and our own environment and relations with the world perfectly illustrate the real state of affairs.
But you are talking about past people, past relationships, and I agree and invite you to our real ones. Because for now, they are mine for some reason. You say: how come he is me. But you are fictitious to them. As on the website, the TV has a picture, but the availability “has not arrived yet”. I invite you to my life so far. Let’s make her ours. Let’s do it together. Let’s tell each other what everyone thinks about themselves! Let’s fantasize together what will happen if we both find out the truth! In the “mine” in which we live, it is so convenient to shut up everything, there is no ice cream for the grandmother, no flowers for the children, I got confused, and the man has something else, and everyone smiles, only in a sour way, and then they wave to each other, going, leaving, who is crying, who is a man with Zhovna, but they say it didn’t work out, again not the same, she turned out not to be the same, he was the same … Everyone has his own picture. I don’t want to live badly, not even that I don’t want to, but I won’t anymore. That is why I invite you to create our good together. It is real to participate. If you want, we will even write down a plan for the points. Like at school. Because we are still the same children, we are just as afraid when we don’t know, we are afraid to answer each other, as at the blackboard. And life calls to her. And thank God, if often! In order not to rot into old age in fear and laziness, because when laziness appears “it’s all going to have to be done quickly” everything is immediately replaced by ideas, as if they didn’t see it better, where are the guarantees, everyone lives even worse, the circumstances are not on our side, that he and she will not understand it and then…
Then you really have to put in a lot of effort either changing lots of options or changing people. But honestly – I don’t understand, but I want to understand you, you are dear to me and I invite you into my life to figure out how WE STILL WANT, and to look for another way out, for me it is better than to remain in this misunderstanding for the rest of my life without ever knowing , That there are people around who want the same thing as me, but for some reason they are silent …
What I’m living about now is certainly not new, and it’s already for me, but this spiral of my life is gaining momentum, as if with the same feelings, but on the lions higher, and I have an idea that it will last a lifetime. The only difference is in what period of time everything will happen, what are the human and tangible “losses” around, in the sense of how many “survived” and how the “survivors” feel, including me, who “joined”, etc. And since everything in my life and not only in my life is definitely related to relationships, of course I want my partner to remain among those who “survived” and conditionally “healthy”)) If of course he accepts the invitation to create a happy life together.
Forest.
Wandered with you again to the dark forest.
But why did I get into the loop again?
A pink prosthesis was used in my eyes!
