– I want everything to be as it was! Like before, when there was no disease, before this relationship, before all this. And live as before! – She seemed to simply demand that the world become the way she needed, but he stubbornly did not want to answer.
And to my regret, there was nothing left but to once again confront her with reality.
– But before that, you lived in such a way, which, in fact, led you to the state you are in now, – I began cautiously. – You understand what happened, ALREADY happened. And it cannot disappear. After all, there are consequences. And the stronger a person resists reality, the more pain he creates in his life. But what is true is that you can start building your life taking into account what happened. What grew inside, what became an experience, what left a scar. This is called accepting, transforming and starting differently. Another person. And it doesn’t mean that there will never be mistakes again, or it won’t be scary, or it won’t hurt, it means that I will still be alive and obviously happy about it?
